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Which way is that thing I don't like?20mexican sideShe doesn%u2019t want to write a poemso there go my dreams of having an edgy writer gfshe feels foggy, TV tiredshe could write a poem about thatHer skin is burnt from roof topsbetween walls people speak like they%u2019re upsetand i have no idea what they%u2019re sayingand as long as no one gets violenti don%u2019t really carei used to be shocked when people hurt each otherI%u2019ve been getting into all this %u2018healing%u2019 business that%u2019s going aroundwe took mushroomstalked about how we really feltwe did a breath work ceremonyfound a bank of traumatic memorieswe%u2019re healing, at least on paperalthough she%u2019s beginning to suspectthat i%u2019m the darkness in her lifeI%u2019m tryingto not compulsively listen to songs that i fell in love with wheni was sixteenletting go of old feelingswhich burn my hand to holdshe says i%u2019ve come a long wayand i agree because if that%u2019s not truethen maybe we can%u2019t be friendstrust me, i%u2019m team healingbut i still have unhealed urges