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Which way is that thing I don't like?21I think my new friend is becomingmy therapistShe tells me in no uncertain termsthat anxiety is just adrenalinewhich with a little alchemycould be turned into magicI have a friend nowshe believes i%u2019ve closed a chaptershe thinks a revolution is happening in the new generationthe ones who get curious about their sensationsthe ones who exalt their angerthe ones who smell the old age in their painthe ones who smell the trauma in achievementthe ones who know love is not chemistryand soothing is not joyi know a healerIt%u2019s okay to be sadbut she thinks its unbecomingthe way i blatantly externalise itand whine about situationswhich i%u2019ve chosen to put myself inShe said that i was safe to createso why am i warding off a panic attackby compulsively skipping songsshe can be my superego nowshe says i can parry the shadows with a good mantraand trust the art that i love